|::| Role-Play Information |::|


Role-Play Title:

Is it Better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all?

Role-Play Match:

International Title Match: James Breeze Vs. Anubis (c)

HWA Career Record:

Information can be found on Homepage

Game Over:

Click Here to be directed to Game Over Page

HWA Achievements:

Click Here to be directed to Achievements Page


 
Is It Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

HWA Arena – Corridors
11.12pm Sunday 21st June

James Breeze has packed up all his stuff and is about ready to go home, all he needs now is to enter his Ferrari and drive there, Breeze walks through the locker room area and to the parking lock with his bag over his shoulder, his leather jacket on and his white bandana around his head, he walks with a certain satisfaction and a slight grin edging on his face with his victory over Morgoth, he walks into the car-park, he walks over to his car and stumbles slightly, he falls onto a man, someone about to enter his car

Breeze looks down at the fire extinguisher at his feet

Breeze: Damn Janitor

The man turns round. Breeze steps back and steadies himself for a fight, as does the man, as does Anubis

Anubis: Are we going to fight now?

Breeze: It’s up to you

Anubis: Damn, why me? I hate responsibility

Although Breeze doesn’t want to he can’t help himself and grins

Breeze: Are we?

Anubis: I don’t care

Breeze moves to a normal stance

Breeze: Me neither

Anubis: Nice win tonight

Breeze: You too

An awkward silence falls over them

Breeze: Is it weird that we aren’t fighting?

Anubis: A little but we’ve both had a tough night, and I’m sure we both have things to do

Breeze: Epiphany will be interesting

Anubis: It sure will

Breeze: So where are you going?

Anubis: None of your damn business

Breeze: Fair enough

Anubis: I have had a rough few days, where are you going?

Breeze: Home

Anubis sighs: To your girlfriend right?

Breeze: Yeah

Anubis sighs again: I wish the woman I loved was with me

Breeze: Not a nice time, anyway I am going now see you on Sunday

Anubis: You sure will

Breeze grins and steps into his car, he drives off, his mind wondering if Anubis is such a bad guy, but it didn’t matter. It never did, personal and business life don’t mix and in wrestling this was even more evident. He would have to shut out his mind, to him Anubis wasn’t a person, he was rather just a wall, a wall he had to climb where over it there would the International Championship belt and the title International Champion. Breeze sighed turning his emotions off towards Anubis, he drove to the mansion and walked in, everything was silent. He walked upstairs and into his bedroom. He as he usually did found Hayley sitting on the bed, everything seemed normal, but things aren’t always what they seem…

Fudge’s Mansion
11.46pm Sunday 21st June

Breeze walked over to the bed and sat down, he went to kiss Hayley but she backed away

Breeze: What’s wrong with you?

Hayley: Who’s Rachel?

Breeze’s heart stops and his mouth runs dry, although he tries to say something he can’t

Hayley: I thought so

Breeze: She’s just a…

Hayley: a what, a friend?

Breeze: You could say that

Hayley: Just a friend

Breeze: Just someone I met

Hayley: Someone you slept with?

Breeze: I…

Although Breeze knows it is stupid he can’t lie to Hayley, his whole will is put into the one sentence of denial but he can’t bring himself to say it

Hayley: I’ve talked to her anyway

Breeze: You have

Hayley: She told me what happened

Breeze: Oh?

Hayley: She spiked your drink, you were very upset in the morning

Breeze: Well then you know I couldn’t stop it

Hayley: Are you mad, I can’t just let this go

Breeze: What do you mean?

Hayley: Exactly what I just said

Breeze: Why do find it so hard to forgive?

Hayley: Because not one person in my life has ever been completely loyal to me, even Stephen has let me down, the only person not to let me down is you… until now

Breeze: But I couldn’t help myself

Hayley: Don’t cut that crap with me James, of course you could help yourself

Breeze:  I tried I really did

Breeze reaches out for Hayley but Hayley slaps his arm away

Breeze: Please forgive me Hayley, it won’t happen again

Hayley: Did Ste know what you did?

Breeze hesitates

Hayley: He did, didn’t he?

Breeze: No, no of course not, where is he anyway?

Hayley: Don’t try and change the subject, he’s gone back to Miami

Breeze: What?

Hayley: He’s gone to Miami

Breeze:  Why didn’t he tell me?

Hayley: How should I know?

Breeze: That bastard

Hayley: You’re the bastard here

Breeze: I’m going down there

Hayley: No your not

Breeze: Why not?

Hayley: Because Fudge told me not to let you

Breeze: What is he thinking of?

Hayley: What were you?

Breeze: That’s the one and only time I will ever cheat on you, I’m sorry

Hayley: What if sorry isn’t enough?

Breeze: What does that mean, it has to be enough

Hayley: It’s not for me

Breeze: Well what about John, I thought you had slept with him

Hayley: Don’t be stupid, don’t even try to use that as an excuse, there is no excuse for your actions

Breeze: I’d forgive you

Hayley: You are not me though

Breeze: I hate it when you do this

Hayley: You hate me now?

Breeze: I didn’t say that, stop twisting my words

Hayley: I’m not the one cheating on someone I am meant to love more than life itself

Breeze: It’s not that big a deal

Hayley: You’ve got to be joking; this is the worst thing you could do to me

Breeze: We can get through this

Breeze touches the side of Hayley’s face and they start to kiss but Hayley pulls away

Hayley: No, we can’t do this

Breeze: Why not, we’re meant to be together

Hayley: I know but…

Breeze: But nothing, we can get through this

Breeze starts to kiss her again, and again she pulls away

Hayley: I can’t, every time I kiss you I think of you with someone else

Breeze: Well don’t

Breeze kisses Hayley, for the third time she pulls back

Hayley: I can’t stop my mind thinking about it

Breeze: What can I do to make this up to you, to fix it?

Hayley: There’s nothing you can do

Breeze: You don’t mean that we should…

Hayley drops her head down, her head stays bowed until Breeze lifts her face with his hand, there are tears running freelydown her face

Breeze: We can get through this

Hayley shakes her head from side to side

Hayley: We can’t

Breeze: Why not?

Hayley: Don’t do this James, you’re just making it harder on yourself

Breeze: I can’t let you go

Breeze’s eyes are watering

Hayley: You have to

Breeze: But why?

Hayley: Don’t make me go through this

Breeze: You have the choice, you have the power, fine I yield, I am sorry, make the right choice, you can’t leave me. You couldn’t live with yourself if you did

Hayley stands up and walks away, she goes to leave the room

Breeze: Where will you go?

Hayley: Hotel, until I can get my own place

Breeze: I can’t believe your doing this

Hayley: I can’t believe you did that to me

Breeze: It was a mistake

Hayley: Goodbye

Breeze runs at Hayley and blocks her path

Hayley: What are you doing James?

Breeze just looks at Hayley

Breeze: I’m not just going to let you walk out of my life

Hayley: You have no choice in the matter

Breeze falls to his knees grabbing onto Hayley’s waist

Breeze: Please I can’t live without you

Hayley: You’ve done it before, you’ll just have to again

Breeze’s face is streaming now

Breeze: I can’t, I gave up everything for you, you can’t just leave me

Hayley: I can’t live with you, not when your cheating on me, it’s just too hard

Breeze: It won’t happen again

Hayley: I can’t risk that happening again, I couldn’t deal with it

Hayley tries to walk away but Breeze’s grip on her is extraordinary strong

Hayley: You can’t hold me forever

Breeze: I can try

Hayley: Let me go

Breeze: I can’t

Hayley falls down to her knees and looks deeply Breeze’s eyes, for a moment he had hope, for a moment…

Hayley kisses Breeze on the lips, lightly. Breeze’s grip falters and drops. Hayley’s lips leave Breeze’s

Hayley: Goodbye James

Hayley stands up and walks towards the door

Breeze: This isn’t over Hayley, you can’t just walk out of my life. You owe me too much, leave now but I will not rest until you are mine again

Hayley: Time will tell

Breeze chokes and catches his breath, he can’t breathe. He breathes heavily and puts his head in his hands, he sobs like a broken hearted child as Hayley leaves the room, Hayley hears the sound from Breeze as she leaves, once she gets outside the door she cries and runs quickly to her Mercedes Benz

FADE OUT

The lights are off or it is night, Breeze cannot tell which though because he cannot see, even with his eyes shut there is no light coming through. Suddenly a fragrance hits him, the smell of Hayley. He stands up and looks around, he is in a room. The room has a fireplace of white marble. There are two dolphin statues standing on either side of the fireplace. There is a window, a large window and outside the sky is of the bluest colour, the fresh air fills James Breeze. He looks at the fireplace, there is no wood yet it is burning. He walks towards the window and there is a field, a large field. Hayley is in the middle of that field, her blonde hair blowing in the wind she is sat on the grass day-dreaming it seems. Breeze calls out for her and she turns to him, she smiles and walks over to the window, she disappears and Breeze turns around to see her in front of him, she  is standing in the middle of a swimming pool, she calls for him to enter the pool. Breeze smiles and enters the pool, he walks over to her. Hayley’s hand reached out as does Breeze’s. Their hands are within an inch of touching but there is no feeling beneath Breeze’s feet and he falls, devastation hitting the face of Hayley, Breeze continues to fall beneath the water and into some unimaginable pit. Hayley’s face look onwards as he falls, shocked and surprised. Breeze continues to fall and fall, all the while an insane laughter echoing in the background mingling with the sound of Hayley crying…

The nightmare had finished, but it had not, Breeze had suffered this nightmare a hundred times, the same crying, the same falling, he couldn’t get rid of it. It had started once Fudge had taken Hayley away and it had stopped once they were back together, the nightmare had started again and it made Breeze fear sleep. The nightmare that had been plaguing him had not finished but rather only just begun…

Fudge’s Mansion
2.46pm Monday 22nd June

Breeze opens his eyes and shoots his head up. He looks around, he is in his own bedroom, there is a bottle of vodka next to him, it is almost done, his head is hurting him and his mouth is dry, his hair is a mess and his eyes are stinging, he feels sick. He stands up and grabs the bottle of vodka, he moves onto the bed and lays back, he takes a long drink and shakes his head. The door opens…

Fudge’s girlfriend Lauren walks into the room, she is holding a cup of what smells like coffee

She walks over to the bed and sits down on a chair next to it

Breeze looks stunned

Breeze: I thought you were in Miami

Lauren: Who told you that?

Breeze: Well, she said that Fudge was in Miami, I just presumed you went as well

Lauren: No, he wanted to go alone, who’s she?

Breeze: Fudge’s sister

Lauren: You can’t even say her name

Breeze: Of course I can

Lauren: Go on then

Breeze tries to say something but stops

Breeze: Forget it, this is stupid

Lauren grins

Lauren: Have you recovered from last night?

Breeze: I don’t know what you mean

Lauren: You were drinking steadily for hours

Breeze: Oh?

Lauren: You don’t remember?

Breeze: No

Lauren: Maybe it’s better that way

Breeze: Why?

Lauren: You did try and kiss me more than once

Breeze: We didn’t…

Lauren: What? Sleep together?

Breeze: Well, yeah?

Lauren: I’m not telling you

Breeze: What?

Lauren: I’m only joking

Breeze sighs in relief

Breeze: Good, I have enough problems without having Fudge to deal with as well

Lauren hands Breeze the cup of coffee

Breeze: Why are you doing this?

Lauren: Doing what?

Breeze: Helping me

Lauren: Because I care about you, and Hayley asked me to make sure you didn’t do anything stupid before she left

Breeze: Then you know?

Lauren: Of course I do, I can see where you are coming from, a lot better than Hayley anyway. Sex is just sex it doesn’t mean anything unless its with someone you love, Hayley doesn’t understand that, she takes it too seriously, she never gets attached with anyone and she doesn’t have any problems sleeping with people but with you she thought she could trust you, I told her not to leave you but you’ve hurt her too much, I don’t think she can forgive you, I’m sorry James. I truly am. I know what it’s like to loose someone you love more than anyone else, even yourself

Breeze: Yeah, well you’ve got that person now

Lauren: I’ll leave you alone now, don’t think about it. It will tear you apart

Lauren stands up and goes to leave the room

Breeze: Wait

Lauren: What?

Breeze: Where is Hayley

Lauren: I was wishing you wouldn’t ask this

Breeze: You understand what I am going through tell me

Lauren: It’s no use

Breeze: Why, why is no use?

Lauren: She won’t have you back, she can’t

Breeze: Tell me where she is

Lauren: No, I can’t, there is nothing you can do

Breeze: I still have hope

Lauren: Hope is your greatest weakness

Breeze: Hope is my greatest strength

Lauren: I can’t

Breeze: Did you promise her not to tell me?

Lauren: Well no but…

Breeze: But nothing, tell me, you know I won’t stop asking and I could find out eventually, lets save you the earache and me the time

Lauren: Fine, she’s at the White Gate Hotel

Breeze: Expect Hayley to pick a five star hotel

Lauren grins: Don’t do anything stupid

Lauren almost walks out the room

Breeze: Lauren?

Lauren: What?

Breeze: Thanks

Lauren smiles and leaves the room

FADE OUT

Outside the White Gate Hotel
8.46pm Monday 22nd June  

Breeze drives down the road and parks up outside the Hotel, he gets out and walks round the back, he can see Hayley’s Mercedes Benz and grins. He walks back round and into the hotel, he walks up to the front desk

Receptionist: Hello, how may I help you?

Breeze: By telling me which room someone is in

Receptionist: This is a very expensive hotel

Breeze slips him a hundred dollars and the receptionist hands over the register, Breeze has a quick scan and sees Hayley’s name on the list, he says his thanks and leaves the reception area and gets into the elevator, he gets off at the 4th floor and moves across to Hayley’s room, he knocks on the door

Hayley: Hello?

Breeze puts on a different voice

Breeze: Room service

There is a hesitation and finally the door opens, Hayley looks shocked but before she can say anything Breeze grips her and covers her mouth with his hand and shuts the door over. He walks into the bedroom with Hayley and lets go once Hayley has bit his hand

Breeze: Ouch

Hayley: What the hell do you think you’re doing?

Breeze: I’m… I’m sorry, I just didn’t want you to do anything stupid

Hayley: I bet you did, why are you here James?

Breeze: I just need to talk to you

Hayley: I don’t want to talk to you

Breeze: Well you’re going to have to

Hayley: Don’t do this to me

Breeze: Do what?

Hayley: It’s hard enough, stop tempting me

Breeze: Do you love me?

Hayley: It doesn’t matter if I do or not

Breeze: Do you love me?

Hayley turns her back to Breeze and bites her lip, she starts to shake

Hayley: No, I don’t

Breeze: Bullshit Hayley, your shaking for god’s sake look into my eyes and tell me you don’t love me

Hayley: No

Breeze turns her round and looks into her eyes

Breeze: Tell me

Hayley tries to divert her eyes but cannot stay away for long, her eyes reach out Breeze’s and she starts to cry

Hayley: I can’t

Breeze: It’s your choice, we can be together, you just have to learn to forgive and forget

Breeze starts to kiss Hayley whose resilience breaks, the kiss lasts for a long time but stops suddenly has Hayley’s knee lifts into the groin of Breeze, Breeze drops to his knees and gasps, his eyes unfocused

Hayley: I hope she was worth it

Hayley runs out of the room but Breeze cannot follow until he recovers, when he finally is able to move he runs down the stairs to the bottom of the hotel, he runs out to find the rain pouring heavily, he runs to the corner of the hotel and sees the Mercedes Benz driving towards him. He sees Hayley in the car, the car continues to drive towards him. The horn starts beeping but Breeze isn’t moving. Breeze holds his ground in front of Hayley, his hair dripping with water. The dark sky and the constant downpour of rain makes it difficult to see. At the last second Hayley swerves the car and misses Breeze, she drives off. Breeze sees the car driving away and quickly gets into his Ferrari, he starts following the Benz but is a long way behind the car as he starts off, he drives like a maniac through traffic almost getting crashed into numerous times, he finally tries to swerve a corner but looses grip of the wet road with the speed of the car. He looks onwards as the Mercedes Benz and Hayley drive out of his reach…

FADE OUT